11:45 PM Friday night. My sister just left today after a weeks visit. It was comforting Just to have here near. I am disappointed that I had no energy to take on a project. Last visits were full of quilt making. We did make it to a great quilt show and were inspired.

I rested on the couch while my daughters cleaned up after dinner and hubby sat near me surfing the net. My legs arms and hip bones ached terribly and I was sad that they did not know. What do I do...yell out hey by the way even though I look really good and just lazy, I am in terrible pain.

It is just so weird that no one knows. I feel that focusing on it more makes it worse, yet not sharing it causes isolation.

I am dreaming about a hot tub, soaking and stretching.

I miss my routine spiritual life, my rosary..it all fell out of whack on the visit. I get all my strength and comfort from my time in front of Jesus. Sure wish we were in a 24 hr adoration parish.